Just the usual problems

I'm such in a bad mood and this since days. Well, lets say weeks.

I had days when it got worse but then it got better, then worse again, and so on.

But now it is not getting better I'm in a bad mood 24/7 and I don't know why.

I have no motivation in school, everything and everyone annoys me and I'm tired of putting a smile on my face all the time. But I have to.

I'm tired. Tired of everything. But I can't sleep.

I always tell me 'Just a few more days! Go on, keep smiling, do it! Tell yourself you are happy!'

Or more like I try.

But I can't even believe myself. How ironic.